What was I thinking? I’m talking about the blatant disregard for my own and others safety. In the description of what it was like, in my last post, It’s Payday! Ah the mind of a budding addict. I was craving a feeling of connection. I had a vast hole, or it felt like one, in my being. SomethingContinue reading “What is wrong with this picture?”
This piece is a brief description of “what it was like” in the fairly early stage of my addiction to alcohol and other stuff. The year 1978. I am a utility assembly finisher by trade at Smith Tool Company. One of two, in that era, largest manufacturers of rock bits, used for drilling for oil andContinue reading “It’s Payday!”
The mood was dark and somber. Another year had passed, we were all still stuck “On Stupid”.
It was easier for me to continue to be dishonest, deceit had become an ingrained habit and because there was a grain of truth in the story or even once was true, it was more believable than an honest expression of what was. I couldn’t exist comfortably in who I really was, I had toContinue reading “Easier”
Hi how are you?…no! I am serious How are you doing, feeling, etc? I am interested. Welcome to my blog. I have invited all to share in my ramblings and musings about my journey of self discovery. At this point, I shall inform you a little, (nearly all) about myself. I entered this realm inContinue reading “Who The F%*k am I”