One must find the value in delving into one’s self to discover that all that one needs is already possessed. It is indeed not comfortable, to arrive at the place where it is the only reasonable option.
When you summon the courage to be/sit with what is there. Whether it is the pain of disappointment. Perhaps apprehension or you’re feeling depressed. For me, anxiety is a little exhilarating if I can’t identify what it’s about. I know I’m weird like that. I have in practice, with God’s help created a channel or river valley,Continue reading “What do you get?”
This is what I have. The sunrise is, beautiful as always when the clouds don’t obscure. It is noticeably earlier these days and the range of color as it does, rise. First just a reflection against the haze and high thin clouds. It brightens and the colors change from very warm to not so much. I goContinue reading “Have you noticed?”
I decided to start sharing on this site, as a creative outlet. I found that I had composed a few ideas that seemed to resonate with more fellow travelers than I expected. Initially, though, the idea was to write a book about who I have become through addiction, recovery, and life on it’s own terms. FindingContinue reading “Do you Like?”
Imagine if you will, waking up having forgotten everything. Every belief, every concept, idea, what you are afraid of, what you thought. EVERYTHING! Especially yourself. You are suddenly consumed, enveloped, filled, sated with peace, love, safety. You felt as if there is nothing you couldn’t do and enjoy it beyond measure. There is nothing thatContinue reading “I forgot”
The source is inexhaustible. As long as I allow the gift to flow through me, with gratitude and pure enjoyment of the honor to pass it along, all is well. I inevitably, being human and a slave to my appetites, am distracted. I turn my back on the source, to consider, where is my share?, what aboutContinue reading “Inexhaustible”
Those who do not want mercy never seek it. It is better to find God on the threshold of despair than to risk our lives in a complacency that has never felt the need of forgiveness. A life that is without problems may literally be more hopeless than one that always verges on despair.” ThomasContinue reading ““Only the man who has had to face despair is really convinced that he needs mercy.”
It all depends on your perspective, everything has lead to this moment right now. And to me that is Fucking beautiful.