It all depends on your perspective, everything has lead to this moment right now. And to me that is Fucking beautiful.
Exquisite I have an inkling, of what exquisite is, however, I am struck by not knowing the word’s definition. I found that as an adjective exquisite is described as, extremely beautiful and typically delicate. This is very close, if not exactly what the word means to me. It also may describe a feeling, that useContinue reading “What I find Exquisite”
adjective dəˈlib(ə)rət/ 1. done consciously and intentionally. “a deliberate attempt to provoke conflict” verb diˈlibəˌrāt/ 1. engage in long and careful consideration. “she deliberated over the menu” What are you doing? Are you even paying attention? Are you not doing as good as “your best”? Are you being less than honest? What is your intention?Continue reading “Deliberate”
It was easier for me to continue to be dishonest, deceit had become an ingrained habit and because there was a grain of truth in the story or even once was true, it was more believable than an honest expression of what was. I couldn’t exist comfortably in who I really was, I had toContinue reading “Easier”
As created beings, we are all, I believe, born with or develop what I call the longing. It is a craving, a desire a hunger for something to allow us to feel whole or just okay. Growing up I was exposed to religion and took part, but it was just something that I had noContinue reading “The Longing”
What even is it, to love. According to Anthony de Mello it is to see clearly, as much as that is possible for a human, and to respond accurately. To see others clearly, imho is to see, myself clearly. I have been on a quest of sorts to know what love is. Thomas Merton suggests thatContinue reading “What even is that?”
Hi how are you?…no! I am serious How are you doing, feeling, etc? I am interested. Welcome to my blog. I have invited all to share in my ramblings and musings about my journey of self discovery. At this point, I shall inform you a little, (nearly all) about myself. I entered this realm inContinue reading “Who The F%*k am I”