To who am I speaking? Myself I guess, or to the one to whom I assigned the impossible task to relieve my insatiable appetite. This is an extension to or an update to When Enough isn’t
I have just recently arrived at the notion that, what I really am after is not what is consuming my thinking mind’s desire. I know from experience that, as soon as my objective is achieved the result will disappoint or the feeling I hoped would be captured does not occur. What I really want is the relief, from the craving, inner peas…lol I do make an error in what I think will quell the desire.
My ego insists that I must have what can never ultimately be possessed. Is it ironic that ego (self) and wanting to possess (covet) are features of human nature we are told to turn away from?
The anticipation is what I am addicted to. The projected outcome, which never happens, is that which consumes me.
It is truly corrosive to my peas. So, please accept my apology. I cannot say that it will never happen again, because I am, after all, Human
2 musical selections today
Those peas look good. 😊
Today I spent some time with the Hawaiian practice of Ho’oponopono:
I’m sorry
Please forgive me
Thank you
I love you
It feels good to take responsibility. ❤️️🦅
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Yes we are all responsible, defined as, a willingness to be a cause in the matter 🤓🤗😘
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I love it, so deep and honest.. We all deserve a second chance… 😊🎆
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Wonderfully penned post. Have a wonderful weekend!
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Well thank you so much! 🙏🏼💐
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