What is wrong with this picture?

What was I thinking? I’m talking about the blatant disregard for my own and others safety. In the description of what it was like, in my last post, It’s Payday!

Ah the mind of a budding addict. I was craving a feeling of connection. I had a vast hole, or it felt like one, in my being. Something was missing. I used substances to alter my brain and body in order to feel different. The trouble is that I was severely impaired. I could care less about myself or others, while at the same time being quite self-absorbed.

I’m better now thanks to the grace of God and the 12 step program of Alcoholics Anonymous

I have posted this song before but it’s pertinent

Published by jeffw5382

Stumbling spiritual pilgrim on my way from here to here. Recovered Addict, US Navy Veteran. Sharing my journey of self discovery, in the spirit of service, generosity and gratitude.

3 thoughts on “What is wrong with this picture?

  1. I enjoy reading other’s stories and the insight they have gained throughout their experiences. Thank you as well for following my blog. My lastest post is Entry 5 and AMAZED at how many people are engrossed in my stories. Addiction is definitely a hard habit to break…my father was a psychopath, druggie, bipolar, schitzophrenic, basket-case to say the least. (Laughs). Happy to connect and be a support for you. Thanks again, for sharing ❤

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